Blue Christmas
Today is the 19th of Dec and I am gearing up for the worst Christmas ever. I found
out today that I am spending it completely alone. This will be the first time in my life that I have been completely alone on Christmas day. Actually, the other option of going to my aunt and uncle's place with my parents was not a pleasing one. So I will remain home. Fuck it. I couldn't afford to give gifts this year. Which makes me feel like a world class asshole.Hell, I can't even afford to get myself new fucking shoes and my knees and ankles hurt because of it. I mean, really goddamn ache. Worst of all I have a loser job that requires that I am on my feet all the time.
Seems pretty fucked up right now. But then again I am tired and think that th all sucks shit. Gonna go.
out today that I am spending it completely alone. This will be the first time in my life that I have been completely alone on Christmas day. Actually, the other option of going to my aunt and uncle's place with my parents was not a pleasing one. So I will remain home. Fuck it. I couldn't afford to give gifts this year. Which makes me feel like a world class asshole.Hell, I can't even afford to get myself new fucking shoes and my knees and ankles hurt because of it. I mean, really goddamn ache. Worst of all I have a loser job that requires that I am on my feet all the time.
Seems pretty fucked up right now. But then again I am tired and think that th all sucks shit. Gonna go.
posted by TD at 10:46 PM
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