Magnetic North

I was thinking about you today.
Wondering what the moment was.
Where was it?
When was it?
Could things have happened differently?

I am sure that they could have some days.
Other days I think it was unavoidable,
that our future was set from the beginning.

I have a few regrets in this life.
You are not one of them, never will be.

I want to talk, spill my true feelings,
lay them on the floor like so many CD's in my collection,
let you help me pick a new song.


I always have had a hard time picking,
finding any path to walk.
I thought you were a wonderful direction.

I'm becoming my own magnetic north now,
but my compass is yearning for the old days,
smiles
laughter
ease
calm
grounding

I was thinking about you today.
I hope this direction is true.